I had to go see the GP with my Dad today as he knows I smoke weed and he hates it, thinks it has chnaged me massively as a person, which in a way it has..but yeah he wants me to stop smoking it and I want to do it, for him and my family and myself, but then I also wish I didn't have to do this. I like having a pipe, it relaxes me, frees my creativity, makes me laugh, smile, sex drive races, everything is chiled out and good...so why do I have to stop? Because it has made me slow, apathetic, lethargic, withdrawn socially, it's unlady-like, illegal, expensive etc etc But its so damned hard! My sis smokes, my best friend and her fiance'...my ex bf, pretty much all my closies so its extra tough
and that makes me sad. Is there anybody out there that may be going through the same sort of thing at all? I really could use someone to talk to about this...cheers Gab xox
