I never really talk too much about it,
But lately I think that others might be helped when they see that they are not alone.
I contracted Hep C in the military, and am now looking at a liver transplant since I am end stage. I am an insulin dependant diabetic. I take a chemical pacemaker for the pvc's that I throw, I have high blood pressure from portal tension, and I suffer from a thing called varices brought on by the high blood pressure from portal tension. I saw seven surgeries for it last year.
My body doesn't want to do as I instruct it to do any more, mostly cause I beat the crapola out of it all my life. I understand pain very well as I am either allergic to the pain meds, or simply cannot tolerate them. If I go to get some stitches put in, there is nothing to do but grin and bear it ya know ?
The Doctors said I had 3 to 5 years left, and I have beat that 5 year mark by 4 years now. So it's been nine years ago that he gave me up for dead, HA !! I don't think so. I even failed with the treatment for HepC, my numbers sky rocketed, and the interferon was cancelled.
I almost gave it all up when I went through chemo for cancer, but my Gastro said I might want to try rollin some and smoking it, he even said this in front of my wife. I had stopped for a long while as I was a pilot, but seeing as how I was medically retired, and the Doc giving me the long frown as well as the question mark over my head, I went back to smokin.
I know religion like politics isn't really allowed here, but I gotta say thank you God for the MJ you created. It has given me so much of my life back, and I have once again become the loving man that I was. I can endure and laugh again, and that my friends is priceless.
PS. The big C (cancer), and the chemo? I kicked it in the azimuth, I'm a winner, not a loser
smoke in peace
KingKahuuna