yeah, both Ivan and I are damaged goods...he's a strong willed dog, very resilient and full of energy...I think he senses I'm not feeling right, he's been laying at my feet for the last week if he's not outside...I gave thought to checking out my garden but just don't feel the love for it today...it may not be long until i'm dark for the first time in 23 years...
They know, oh they know. A couple days ago I was shopping at sam's club and just ran out of gas. Never felt like this, I'm pretty sure an 8 year old could of kicked my butte. Tired beyond belief, bordering on nausea, little appetite.
Managed to get home and unload. Took Friday off over it. Saturday, I couldn't mow the lawn. Never had that happen. Got it done today, putting out the effort seemed to blow the feeling away. Soaking in hot bathtub now!
I have three house puddy cats that are very close to their daddy. They were fussing among themselves who got to lay on me. The boy did, and he would snap and paw at the two girls when they were trying to take care of me! Quite funny.