A little poem I wrote a few years back...

[smokybear]

Just a poem I thought I would share with you all. I wrote it back in 04 after several deaths in the family left me in a very dark place....anyways here it is...Take care and be safe.

A Misguided Soul

I sit here lonely inside
So sad I wish I could hide

My heart hurts it pains me so
The hatred inside continues to grow

My vision grows blurry tears start to fall
I don't like people I'm sick of them all

I wish I was gone I'm sick of this s*$%
I'm just so weary I'm ready to quit

The razor blade slips the blood starts to flow
His brain tells him stop but his heart tells him no

The floor is crimson It's growing quite slick
Darkness is falling It's closing in quick

You thought I wouldn't do it no way never
And now I'm gone for good.....permanently....

Forever.....(DJG'04)

 

[Ilikebigbuds]

wow smoky, thats intense!

I truely hope your not feeling that way today!

you are never alone, never, and you are always loved.

always:heart: :heart: :heart:

 

[smokybear]

Lol. My feelings have changed a lot since then....for the better, I assure you. I would never do anything like that but that's how I felt at the time. Thanks for the reply. Take care and be safe.

 

[kubefuism]

Thank you for opening up to us like that. It was big of you. I want to personaly thank you for it.

 

[0b1kinsmokey]

:heart: