My father is schizo, so it was always a concern for me if i would "inheret" this illness. From what I understand it tends to show signs in the late 20's. I know we've all questioned if we are a little crazy or not. I know that I am not, fortunetly. And I'm 27 and loving life.
I have been crazy before- but chemically induced of course with a slew of high powered tryptamines or phenylethalimes. At the same time, I've gained stability in my own head and sanity from what I like to call psychonaught exploration. Not often, but once every 2-3 months to reground and recenter myself-
MJ on the other hand keeps me sane. Not like I would go crazy without it ( because I'm actually out and have been for a few months- people will stop over and smoke every now and then, but I'm dry as a bone =/ ), but it keeps my anxiety down, chills my racing mind. I tend to worry about things and events that haven't even arrived yet- Or get depressed about the stupidest ****. And good quality weed slows my mind, in the good way =) Puts to rest all those silly fears, depressing thoughts, and let's me let go of whatever it is that i try to hold onto as excuses to beat my self up.
For me weed is a medicine. Not because I'm sick, but bc it makes me a better person in many ways. It's not my crutch or vice either- It's my passion.