About 6 months ago i was diagnosed with Mononeleosis, I continued to drink regularly and smoke marijuana mixed with tabacco for about two months after i was diagnosed until I felt a gut renching feeling in my stomach. I continued smoking for as long as i could until I began having serious indigestion and heatburn problems, I beleive i have developed a stomach ulcer. I have now tried to be sober for about a month with an extremely hard time I quickly stoped smoking cannibis with tabacco and now experience extreme fits of anxiety when ever i consume any amount of cannibis I am extemely irritable and have a hard time going about regualar life trying to forget my troubles. The reason I am typing this is Im wondering if I must do away with all intoxicants for a long peropid of time or maybe forever? Is my time with cannibis over? I never really enjoyed drinking that much and always would prefer a nice bowl of some good cannibis but now i am finding that I cant handel either. My main question is has anyone been threw similar circumstances and been able to return to cannbis after a period of time because as much as i am oipen to being clean and free of any poisens its extremely hard for me to be 100% straight edge call me an feen or whatever but I think everyone needs something to let loose once and awhile. Thanks very much for any insight i greatly apreeciate any help.