Heres my problem with this whole situation, if ALL growers had the insane mentality of, "No way in h%!! am I going down for this $h!t...I'm gunna kill any mf'er that crosses my path.", we'd more-or-less have total anarchy and chaos on our hands. With that being said, I can say with absolute certainty, that we as a community need to ban together. I know that there are going to be quite afew people who will disagree with what I am saying....and that is all fine and dandy in my book, if it wasn't for free speech (to a degree) I wouldn't ever wrote this post.
With that said, I am guessing that I am in the minority when saying, that prohibition on something like this, this war will continue, people will (sadly, and needlessly) pass away. However, I did at one time have the view of how horrid these mj smokers were, and with time I have different views on it all. I have realised that it isn't the ganja that makes the person bad, it is the morals and the mentality of the induvidual(s). If they ended up on the wrong side of the law for being abusive, killing, or maiming a person (rape, molestation, etc.)....they are already 5150, and could care less who they take out in the process.
I am leaving myself open here, but I am telling the truth.....I AM that person who I just described above, I DO NOT have the want or need to turn into a Ted Bundy, and now years later I still am battling with these demons.....I am a miserable person all around because of it....there has been many occasions in which I have wanted to be alone and die alone because of it. Do I think I need a psychiatrist??? An emphatic yes. I have tried and tried to keep my sanity, but there are times where I have absolutely lossed it. I nearly went beserk when I was trying to be placed in a nut-house.
All I can say is this, I have hoped and prayed that in due time someone out there will help (doc). As it is right now, I will be kicking back and smoking a blunt to pass the time. Only then, do I believe I will have a doc actually hear me out, instead of labelling me "insane" because of the way I look.
Peace and Love, love and not war. Just my thoughts mp....:headbang2: :afroweed:
Buddy_Williams