yeah but without the dream, the version of reality that's being created is merely the most convenient...survival never looks beyond itself. so dreams are important, otherwise you'd never know what was the point of being alive.
i understand that i'll feel more pride if i make EVERYTHING myself...but honestly, i'd rather spend more time on the plant than on the set-up. besides, i couldn't show anybody anything anyway (lots of anys) because it would have to be secret. the only place i could show it off is here on the net. no, i'm more concerned with creating a nice environment and having my work show in the plant, than in the hand-made set-up where i won't even be owning the home or apartment in which it's created.
i understand the whole point of ghetto grow...i just want to move beyond it! ^_^v