I used to be a serious smoker, before i got pregnant. I quit cold turkey when i found out i was pregnant, and i have been fight the cravings ever since. I am constantly serounded by it and i desperatly miss it. I love my baby and i wont do anything that will harm him but at the same time my selfish habbits kick into play and i have a hard time dealing with it. My entire family smokes weed and i have seen them do it around babies and kids and i will not be that kind of person, but when i have a baby sitter for the night or the weekend i want to be able to party. I have made my boyfriend quit as well because if it was in the house i know for sure i wouldnt be able to control myself, also i feel like its kind of a slap in the face. I mean it takes two to get pregnant and y should i have to be the only one to make sacrifices. I plan on breast feeding when the baby is born and i need to know from "real" people, not doctors (because we all know what they say, and i'm sure to an extent their right but they will always say no) how long will the thc stay in my breast milk? I mean just from the ocational high like maybe once or twice a month. Can any one help me out. Because i have ways of getting around it. I can freeze a more than generous amount in the freeze until my system cleans out, but if it will stay in my system for a month or even longer than i need to know that i cant do it. I have to be able to be clean for emergencys. If i make any sense at all (because i am in that stage of pregnancy where i start to loose my mind for a short period) will someone help me and my boyfriend understand the actual truth!? thankyou