rasta
CHILD OF GOD
- Joined
- Feb 23, 2005
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I saw my daughter at the food store the other day(first time in a few weeks ) ,,,,,,I noticed her first ,,,she looked tired ,,,,as I got closer ,our eyes meet,,,,,,I was not sure what to do ,,,,,then she flipped me the bird ,,,,and said I f@#$ hate you,,and went on her way ,,,,I was crushed ,,,I left the shopping cart right there,,,,and walked out the door,,,,, I sat im my car for about 10 minutes crying ,,,,,,I stand about 61
.and weigh about 240(a little over weight ),,,,I never thought I could be leveled by a 59,,125 lb little girl
..but I was,,,,,,,after a while I tried to make my self mad at her,,,, with the ways shes be acting ,,having her mother put in jail ,,I tried to get mad so maybe I could hate her back,,,,,but I cant do it ,,,,I can get mad for a little while but I can never hate her ,,,,in my life ive been beat up ,robbed ,hell I have a scar on my face from where I was shot ,point blank range with a 22 when I was 20 (coke deal gone bad ,,,real bad)ive lost friends and family ,,,been screwed over by friends and family ,,but nothing hurts like this,,,I wish I could go to sleep wake up and find this whole mess a bad dream ,,,,,p,l,r