This is a pretty long story but i'd just like someone to assure me on what happened, or if they have had a similar experience.
Whats going on guys, i'd like to start off by saying that i've only done weed once in my life, and i will never do it again.
I tried it about a month ago and had the worst time of my life on it.
It all started off with me wanting to try it, just so i could have the experience. So i called up one of my friends, and he let me do it and looked after me. So we had about 5 nuggets... It was a bit hard to smoke through a pipe but i kept going at it, holding it in and what not...3 nuggets later i'm like **** this dude i don't even want to try it anymore, so i stand up and EVERYthing is brighter... he asks me " yo are you feeling it? " And i reply " nah, everything is brighter though " so we walk inside ( we were originally on his back porch ) and alls i remember is going up the stairs and immediately sitting on his couch.. and the last thought that ran through my head was... " As soon as i get home... I'm going to sleep " ( i was EXTREMELY tired )
Then i guess i passed out or something, because when i woke up... my eyes felt... idk how to explain it, when i tried to open them it felt like there was honey inside of them? and i saw something that looked like a honey comb haha...
So then i stand up and im like **** i'm dreaming! but... it wasn't a dream? and thats what COMPLETELY FUCKED me OVER... Because i felt like i was dreaming the whole time, and i just felt really insecure... and my friend made it worst because i'm trying to call him and he was like ignoring me, which made me feel like a ghost or something, but then i finally talked to him, still felt like i was dreaming... but we put some visine in my eyes, and then for some stange reasons hes like aww come on dude don't cry.. and im like *** im not crying.. but when i looked in the mirror i didn't see me.. and everything was cloudy just like i was dreaming..
So we start heading back to my house ( it was an EXTREMELY hot day, around 95 ) and i can't feel the heat, but my mouth is extremely dry, and he's just playing music, i was scared but i was rapping my *** off... i was trying very hard to rap to the song ( i knew the songs fluently ) but he kept telling me i was going too fast or too slow which was a bit freaky... because i was startin to feel like i was ok and back in control...
So we head back to my house, and i thank him for being there with me because i honestly would have freaked out if he wasn't there.
So i walk inside.. i try to start up my laptop because i love listening to music on it, it always calms me, but it wont start up lol so im like DAMNIT
so i watch the simpsons because thats like my favorite show.. and i remember saying stupid stuff like aww man barts in trouble! stuff that i normally wouldn't say, just making comments...
But what freaked me out is i was concentrating on the t.v... and all of a sudden the t.v. like freezes... and barts looking at me.. and im looking at him thinking.. aww **** the t.v. messed up again, but his eyes turn into a diamond shape, then his face just gets corrupt, and i run upstairs because im freaking out.. so i lay down in my bed... and whenever my heart beats ( which was like 1000 mph! ) i can feel like im vibrating, my whole body..
so i decide to take a shower because that always calms me down... so i try to, and i do, but only like a minute went by..
and like it was just a really scary experience, i was paranoid the whole time because i felt like nothing existed... i just felt like i was gonna be high forever, like this feeling would go away, and even when i think about it to this day i feel like nothing is real, anyone know what i can do?
sorry for such a long story!
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Whats going on guys, i'd like to start off by saying that i've only done weed once in my life, and i will never do it again.
I tried it about a month ago and had the worst time of my life on it.
It all started off with me wanting to try it, just so i could have the experience. So i called up one of my friends, and he let me do it and looked after me. So we had about 5 nuggets... It was a bit hard to smoke through a pipe but i kept going at it, holding it in and what not...3 nuggets later i'm like **** this dude i don't even want to try it anymore, so i stand up and EVERYthing is brighter... he asks me " yo are you feeling it? " And i reply " nah, everything is brighter though " so we walk inside ( we were originally on his back porch ) and alls i remember is going up the stairs and immediately sitting on his couch.. and the last thought that ran through my head was... " As soon as i get home... I'm going to sleep " ( i was EXTREMELY tired )
Then i guess i passed out or something, because when i woke up... my eyes felt... idk how to explain it, when i tried to open them it felt like there was honey inside of them? and i saw something that looked like a honey comb haha...
So then i stand up and im like **** i'm dreaming! but... it wasn't a dream? and thats what COMPLETELY FUCKED me OVER... Because i felt like i was dreaming the whole time, and i just felt really insecure... and my friend made it worst because i'm trying to call him and he was like ignoring me, which made me feel like a ghost or something, but then i finally talked to him, still felt like i was dreaming... but we put some visine in my eyes, and then for some stange reasons hes like aww come on dude don't cry.. and im like *** im not crying.. but when i looked in the mirror i didn't see me.. and everything was cloudy just like i was dreaming..
So we start heading back to my house ( it was an EXTREMELY hot day, around 95 ) and i can't feel the heat, but my mouth is extremely dry, and he's just playing music, i was scared but i was rapping my *** off... i was trying very hard to rap to the song ( i knew the songs fluently ) but he kept telling me i was going too fast or too slow which was a bit freaky... because i was startin to feel like i was ok and back in control...
So we head back to my house, and i thank him for being there with me because i honestly would have freaked out if he wasn't there.
So i walk inside.. i try to start up my laptop because i love listening to music on it, it always calms me, but it wont start up lol so im like DAMNIT
so i watch the simpsons because thats like my favorite show.. and i remember saying stupid stuff like aww man barts in trouble! stuff that i normally wouldn't say, just making comments...
But what freaked me out is i was concentrating on the t.v... and all of a sudden the t.v. like freezes... and barts looking at me.. and im looking at him thinking.. aww **** the t.v. messed up again, but his eyes turn into a diamond shape, then his face just gets corrupt, and i run upstairs because im freaking out.. so i lay down in my bed... and whenever my heart beats ( which was like 1000 mph! ) i can feel like im vibrating, my whole body..
so i decide to take a shower because that always calms me down... so i try to, and i do, but only like a minute went by..
and like it was just a really scary experience, i was paranoid the whole time because i felt like nothing existed... i just felt like i was gonna be high forever, like this feeling would go away, and even when i think about it to this day i feel like nothing is real, anyone know what i can do?
sorry for such a long story!
EDIT
SITE RULES <---- "click"